Watching In Amazement.

As a mother, the most rewarding part of motherhood is watching my children grow. There is something absolutely fascinating to me about watching them evolve into their own being that gives me joy. 

Every night as I lay them down for bed i reflect on the day and all of its adventures. Both my children are at a very "fun" age. Every single day they learn or do something new that strikes a cord in me. Whether it be something they said or did being their mother is the best. 

Lately, the boys relationship has evolved so greatly. There's something about watching siblings interact that melts me. I don't remember many great times growing up with my siblings. I remember feeling jealousy towards them. I remember fighting with my little brother a lot as well. When I look at my boys from day one they have been inseparable. They fall asleep holding hands and all you hear all day long is "c'mon baby." "Baby c'mon play baby." Yeah he nicknamed his brother baby. He very rarely calls him Logan or Logy. Their relationship is the best. 

I get a lot of "mommy I got it" and "mommy I do it" from my 2.5 year old. He is my little helper. Today helped me make bagel pizzas and brownie cookie bars. He actually put the ingredients in his own pizza. It was so fun and I could tell he enjoyed it. Today he also picked a doodle pad and crayons for himself. As I was cleaning up from cooking he sat on the sofa drawing a picture, saying the colors of his crayons and explaining to me what the picture was of. I stood watching him in amazement. 

My kids amaze me because I cant believe I brought them to this world. I look at them and see so much of us in them and it still amazes me that God trusted me with not one but two beautiful children. Those boys have the capability of making time stand still and lose me to their world and its so fun watching them grow.