Paying It Forward

Surrogacy has always been something that has intrigued me. My immediate reaction to the term was "i don't know how I would be able to give up MY child." Looking deeper into it I realized its not really my child. The baby belongs to the person/persons I am carrying for. I am just a rented womb. 

I dug deeper and came to the conclusion that it is something I really desire to do. It all started because my oldest sister so badly wanted children and her pregnancies ended in miscarriages. For awhile she gave up and when she started trying again she had no luck. My heart ached for her. People around us were having children some didnt even want them and she was yearning for a child and could not have one. That is when I offered to carry one for her. She never really accepted but I remember telling her "if it ever occurs to you...I am more than willing to be your surrogate." 

Maybe then I didnt know how deep the desire to give this gift to someone ran. The Lord has blessed me with two beautiful boys. I feel like everyone deserves to feel the joy my heart feels everyday when I look at my children. My ultimate goal is to be a surrogate for a gay couple. They deserve children too. They are human. They can love just like anyone else. I'm not sure how I will go about pursuing this. I don't want compensation. All I want is to gift someone. I want to help. 

Motherhood is the best thing to EVER happen to me. Everyone should experience this! ❤️