I don't want to be a mom today. I'm drained. Completely touched out. Between changes within our family and my youngest son surgery approaching I'm just spent. I could really use a break. My only outlet is work and that's not really a break is it?!
I think every mom has been there. Had one of those days when you just don't want to hear the word mommy 575674 times in a half hour. That has been me this afternoon. I could really just use a time out.
I love my boys with all of my heart, but when you're surrounded by tiny humans all day you can go a bit crazy. All day I'm singing ABCs, playing blocks, watching The Wiggles or coloring.
Today I kinda miss the days of no responsibility. The days when we could lay in bed all day and sleep our day away. I kinda miss the carefree days, but those days are long gone. Those days can't possibly remotely compare to these days right now. They weren't as rewarding as my days are now.
Back then I didn't get tiny hugs and kisses. I didn't get I love you's or thank you's for making a peanut butter and jelly with bananas on the side. Today I may be drained, but at the end of the day I live the way my life is now. Tomorrow is a brand new day. It will be filled with more tantrums, but also more hugs and kisses.
Mom rant over. Xoxo
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